Finding a Job in Florence #2

My attempts to find a job in Florence.

Sometimes I felt guilty to not having any job yet, maybe I haven't really tried THAT hard. 
This post is just my way to express my feeling.

Forgive Me - Forgive Me Not
 

I’ve been thinking to write and update this blog for these last two months, but somehow I found it hard to put aside sometimes to just start writing. I think I’ve spent or wasted too much time sitting in front of my computer, thinking to start writing, but instead of doing so, I was just roaming around checking some websites, checking my social networks, watching some music videos on Youtube, a few here and a few there ….all those somewhat brought no positive result and at the end just frustrated me. It’s a proof of how difficult and how bad I am in coordinating my will and my thought with my body and to bring them all together into actually doing some necessary actions.

Finding A Job in Florence #1

My attempts to find a job in Florence haven't really shown any positive result yet.

Just want to share my self-thought here :

Now, this has been in my thought even before I arrived here, it’s the question “what am I actually going to do here?” Specifically it’s about getting a certain job and earning some bucks. Don’t get me wrong, In term of life, It’s not like I desperately need money or else I would starve, no.  We are extremely blessed beyond measure in many ways, that’s for sure. This question in mind was rather based on my own requirement to myself; it’s like having an obligation as a wife and as a daughter and a pride of a woman, in how to make herself fully useful and respectfully effective.